I usually use the word "sucks", but in this instance I will use the word "stinks". It sounds less offensive somehow.
The economy stinks. The weather stinks, one day it's seventy, the next it's thirty. Construction work stinks because there isn't any right now. Taxes stink because I have to figure them. The tax office stinks. In-Laws stink because they're too da*n pushy. They should be complaining to hubby instead of complaining to me. I really wonder if they actually think I give a sh...
I have been known to sit on the couch watching whole seasons of
America's Next Top Model, sucking down M&Ms, wondering why I can't be skinny like those girls are. I am in a funk, folks. And I'm sorry I haven't enlightened you lately on the kids' progress.
The kids don't stink, not unless they run track or fail to bathe, which happens from time to time. One (who shall remain nameless) is bathing as I type. I suppose Spring Break meant to them "Spring Stink". Glad we're taking care of that!
It isn't as easy to tell about them as it used to be. We have stepped over the threshold called
Adolescence. I used a capital there because that one word entails so much. It is kind of a sucking (there's that word again), unbalanced, vortex black hole that you step into, and free fall for several years. Kind of like Don does out of airplanes, but he enjoys that most times so it's not the same. It's not that I don't enjoy it, I just like to have a better grasp on my sanity.
Taylor is in 5th grade now, and is single...again. Her boyfriend, who I will call "K", dumped her this time on the good authority of his best friend. Last time Taylor did the dumping. This "relationship" mystifies me. They get along great as friends. They play together well, and go to each other's houses to hang out. There is no drama between them that goes on with Taylor and her girl pals. They really enjoy each other's companionship. But the problem with Taylor and K is that they can't be friends unless they are "going out". Otherwise they can't stand each other. I will thus explain the term going out.
Going out- The twenty first century term for going steady; going with. An exclusive realtionship. They do not, however, seem to go anywhere.
So Taylor is single, but not heartbroken. She does not wear her heart on her sleeve as I did at the same age. She says now she can concentrate on that other cute boy in her class. Boys are just a pastime for her, not so serious. She thinks they are as dumb as a bag of hammers, and she is probably right. I have always taught her to put herself first in any and all instances, before some boy. I think she gets it. So far, so good. K called the other day to see if Adrian wanted to come over. Adrian could'nt go because he was busy, but says he plans on having a good talk with K in the near future. Poor K.
Taylor plays basketball and made the 5th grade team. She is just about the shortest girl on the team, but it doesn't stop her. She is fast and aggressive. It is more difficult for her with all the taller girls, but she sees this as a challange and plays even harder. She's not bad and definitely has potential. She takes the ball down the court (her dumb mom doesn't know what this position is called), hesitates briefly at the line, then veers in from the side to land the shot. It always doesn't land, but we're getting there.
I can see her becoming more stubborn. She can't help that, she gets it from her daddy. And the time has come and gone when we had to go to Wal Mart to get some certain underwear. This was after the panty raid, mind you. She's growing up. We're in a lull right now, but it is an eerie lull.
The calm before the storm, I believe. **sigh**
Adrian, AKA Flash. Where do I begin? I have stepped into that unknown, nerve-sucking wortex with him. And he's laughing all the while.
Tramps. That one word describes the girls that look his way, steal his breath, and trample his heart to bits and pieces in their wake. It's funny though how I never seem to physically see any of these chics. I see their avatars on places like Myspace, Yahoo and instant messanger. I hear his Buckcherry ringtone and know that yet another black-eyeliner-wearing girl (racoon?) is sending a text. It's funny how all their avatars look the same. They all wear a tank top, and the eyeliner. They all have that sweetsy-innocent look as they are looking up at their camera, and the peace sign seems universal in all avatars. I didn't realize we were living back in the hippy era. Maybe it's just my mistake.
Adrian says he really gets to know the girls this way. My mind can't seem to compute this possibility, but if Adrian says it, it must be so. He is, after all, the teenager, so that implies he knows most everything and them some. They rarely talk on the phone. Cyberspace is their battleground. All my friends says their kids do the same, so I guess this is how it is done these days.
Adrian is a great communicator and talks to me all the time about things. That pleases me greatly. I advise him the best I can. At least we're talking, so I don't complain too much. I also tell him the same as I tell my daughter. Put yourself first. And a new one I just thought up:
Get your own house in order before you play house.
Pretty good, huh? I think so!
His luck with girls has not been good. But he is particular, as he should be. He has gotten his heart stomped on enough to know that he is better than what certain girls offer him. He's waiting for that special one. I sure hope he's patient.
Adrian is active in soil judging in the FFA. He will be doing some welding toward the end of the school year. And next year, his freshman year, he will be allowed to do more welding. He is gearing up for another season of baseball, his last before he tries for Varsity. I doubt he'll have a problem although he'll really have to step it up this year to show the Varsity coach what great potential he has.
Adrian is a redneck. Confederate flags galore in his room. He's a good ole' boy and one with a huge heart. He cares greatly about others and can do a great many things in his life. The military recruiters have other ideas.
Everywhere we go, it seems, the recruiters are on him. Shaking his hand, grinning like possums, and trying to get to know him. I chase them away regularly. They don't realize he has yet to reach his fifteenth birthday, but I remind them real quick. When he is eighteen, he can make his own decisions with my blessing, but for now, back off!
I can't think of anything else right now, but I hope I have enlightened you some on how they're doing. Again, I'm sorry I have failed to do this. I will add more as time progresses.
I'm sure those two will give me enough headaches to write a full length manuscript before they're grown.
And if you didn't guess before, even when I complain, I love them both very much. Even flying through that vortex of the unknown.
**SIGH**