Dear friends.
Yes I have written up some evens, and as always been alone - I have also spoken on the tape by myself, more to save the sensation, temporal feeling and the state of mind than the telling of environment or setting around.
Like this;which i found in my diary from the journey to South
One night- it was few year ago in Makedonia, staying in a remote gas station for night I woke into terrible feeling, the time was around three at clock in morning, and there was dark out side. I had a terrible feeling with unknown fear, I was afraid become crazy, this unknown feeling struck my brain, I couldn't rezoned nor placed its origin – was it feeling of media 'locko', or full 'locko', as the Spaniards could to say in such situation. Anyway there were nobody near by to whom to talk to, so I rose and took a quickly one, it was small flask of Black Ram rum, and after that I laid down in bed again.
The next morning I though weather a man who is already so fool to start for Europe just for reason to get open some unknown doors there – may he get crazier as he already is.